doubts..

if you ever have doubts.. not often, but have had them.. does that mean your not meant to be together?
should you act on doubts?
what does doubts mean?
=/

fuck it.

today's my birthday.. who cares?

I have had a horrible day, and I have so much I want to put on here or at least talk to someone about.. but I can't. I don't trust anyone well enough nor do I want to bother anyone with my problems.. so goodnight ya'all early as I most likely cry myself to sleep.

fuck this day.

Firework.

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon














*I don't know about you, but to me this song is amazing.  It's saying no matter how down you feel, your amazing, and you can make them all stare at you in awe. You can be that person they wish they could be, just let yourself shine! I love it! Kudos to Katy Perry, I am not a big fan but this song has transformed me into one. We need more songs out there like this, lets help raise self-esteem. Everyone out there is amazing and will only suceed! You just have to believe in yourself and work HARD for it. =) 


Have a great day everyone! 

only the truth.

I had to post this because not only is it true, it's great advice. I didn't write this! 

Clincal yesterday!

I had a productive day of clinical yesterday! I absolutely loved it. I got to do a full head to toe assessment.. on my partner as well as a resident! =) I also got to flush a g-tube and work with hanging tube feeding! It is so exciting to be actually out in the field and working with what we learn. Every day of clinical I have, I realize more and more I love nursing! =) I am although stressed beyond belief. I am so behind on my cell phone bill and I cannot get a single person to help me with it.. even though there are four other people on the phone plan with me.. 1,100 dollars.. it's from november till now but it is still ridiculous. Oh well, I love school! =)

Welcome to Blogger, Self.

I totally should be sleeping, I do have clinical at 6 am tomorrow. I got bored and made one of these things instead. I figured this could be neat and I could use it to talk a lot about school and Mr. Kaiden. Who by the way talks entirely way too much.. but, what can I say.. so did I!

Well, this is a great first post.. in my opinion at least.

GOODNIGHT all. Need sleep for Clinical. <3